Faithfulness - my thoughts

Ways I live my life that say "God isn't faithful, He can't be trusted"

• Worrying (future)
• Scheming/plotting
• Manipulating
• Lying/Exaggerating
• Being scared (protection)
• Obsessing (as if I can find the solution)
• Seeking things before His kingdom.

I asked the Lord to crucify these things in me. They make up such a huge part of my life. So I want Him to put them to death. Going over each one and giving a reason why He's faithful.

I want Him to do whatever He has to do in order to set me aright with Him.

"I know not what I ask, (what it will entail) but I know Who I am asking it from. I know He is faithful - He is to be trusted."